Looking back, on what I’ve done.
I’m looking back, at what I’ve become.
I ask myself, were the battles in vane.
I look at myself and I feel ashamed.
I’ve done things, good and bad.
I’ve killed people, happy and sad.
I took lives, while I was dead.
I saved people, it made me glad.
The past is the past, some people say.
The past is over, I go and pray.
The future starts now with every deed.
All I know for sure, is that I’m beat.
Sick of the battles, like day and night.
Nightmares wake me, I sit up with fright.
Sweat dripping from my head and chest.
It makes me wonder, if I did the best.
Could I have done better, saved more lives?
Would I be different without the knifes.
I’ve cut myself for pain and control.
I cried for days was that my fall.
Or was it earlier on in my life.
I remember when I was ten and I had a knife.
I wanted to make an end on this tunnel of pain.
The teacher stopped me I still feel the shame.
At age eight I looked at the cars.
As a prisoner I looked already behind bars.
It was then when I knew my life wouldn't change.
I guess it did in many strange kind of ways.
I remember age four I sat and wait.
I got a bear for my birthday but it was to late.
Screwed up I was by my broken home.
I spend most of the days all alone.
My life was written I see now.
It went as it should have, just don't ask me how.
I was meant to be broken from my first heartbeat.
I guess I’ll never be more then a broken piece of meat.
30 december 2007
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29-12-07 | Just you | |
29-12-07 | Wanted: My soulmate | |
24-12-07 | If you | |
21-12-07 | King of pain | |
14-12-07 | Thoughts | |
14-12-07 | Importance | |
14-12-07 | Forever young | |
11-12-07 | i wish to say | |
11-12-07 | for my love | |
11-12-07 | you make me feel like a star | |
11-12-07 | follow your heart | |
11-12-07 | we\'re all the same | |
10-12-07 | one in a million! | |
10-12-07 | sometimes | |
08-12-07 | Fantasy | |
02-12-07 | You | |
29-11-07 | Bird (My Mother) | |
26-11-07 | Angel or friend? | |
24-11-07 | love | |
24-11-07 | forever | |
20-11-07 | your heart | |
14-11-07 | Eternal Youth | |
05-11-07 | i hope | |
03-11-07 | You don't know me | |
02-11-07 | I cant stop think about you.. |
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